Thursday, August 24, 2006
My sis commented on my behaviour last night when we met up for a round of drinks.Sis: I feel we've distanced apart.. Is it because we havent met up?Me: No lar.. Our hearts are still together no matter what.Sis: Love love...Actually I have distanced.. Not from her, but from everything. I simply cant enjoy certain ways of life anymore. I'd always feel like being alone. Or being silent even if Im with friends. That is back to how I was about 2 years ago..
I still love my friends. I still love my sis.. But Im just slightly into my own world again. A world where there's no one other than myself. One which is off limits to anyone at all.. The gaze has come back.. Those close to me should know what Im referring to..Im BlackAsh again..Moreover I had a dark, dark dream the other night. One full of symbolism and mystery. How dark it is, I cant tell in words. One which left me to dwell in my world. Im Ice Cold Shann once more.. Feel me freezed and distanced. Its not as bad as it sounds. Im just strong again. One too strong, some say.. But no worries my frens.. I still love you guys =P Haha..
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