Thursday, June 24, 2004
The butterfly finds
Once again a strength
Life seems beautiful
Happiness not so far away
Meaning has returned
It's a miracle...
But these do not last
They will fade away again
Her soul will then cry
She will cease to fly
But hope is now
A strength to be in the winds
A God's gift
She shall flutter free
Till her days darken again
Till she lays down in tire
-Shann-
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Night falls
The world becomes silent
One is alone
Appreciated so pleased
The time so golden
The time of aloneness
Free from the outside hurts
Free from inside pains
So unchained
One is free
For a moment...
-Shann-
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Monday, June 21, 2004
"My skin is not my own..."
-Leto Atreides II (The Children of Dune)-
I was a worm
But thus no longer
My skin is not my own
It will leave me one day
Metamorphorsis
I have left that skin behind
My soul follows me
I've emerged
I am a butterfly
A new one in the air
My skin is not my own
Still...
I know content though
For the soul needs a place
Wherein one can fluttter
And learn things great
My skin is not my own
Mine lies within
The soul ever searching
One which never dies
Love, Hope and Light
The butterfly shall find
Her skin is not important
It will leave her one day
-Shann-
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Monday, June 14, 2004
Exam, exam... Tmr's it! Im unprepared but not nervous.. Wat's wrong with me? Maybe exams doesn't seem so impt to me anymore.. Wat im more concerned with is that i'll feel free again after tmr! Yeah!
Exams to me is one of the annoying chains which keeps my fear up.. I can imagine.. the carefree feel i'll have again once i break this chain. This is, i guess, the only one im left with. Can't think of any other chains which bind me fer now.. Or at least they aren't surfacing.
So that's it.. After tmr n i'll feel free again...
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6/14/2004 08:27:00 PM
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Hihi!
I hope your exams went well. Take care!
Regards
Keke.. Dun think i'll do well. But it doesnt really matter, can alwiz re-take. Guess im taking e more relaxed approach now. But still, thks.. Its much appreciated :)
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
When you feel down
Look across the window
That home which you don't know
Hear it, feel it...
There is a story waiting to be told
Be curious as it unfolds
While you're sad
How is the one across feeling?
Perhaps there's wonderful joy
Or maybe there's lost love
Perhaps there's building angst
Or excitement for a new baby
You'll never know
'Cause it's a home unfamiliar
It means a lot to the one across
A story different from yours
Life is actually fascinating
All you need is a mind
One which is positive and full of light
One which knows how to look on the other side
Everyone has a story to tell
or even many, many
When you fell down
You may not be the worst
Open up your eyes
Open up your heart
Look at that window
Learn what it has to tell...
- Shann -
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The Missing Piece
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
A beautiful puzzle
Laid on the ground
Looking divine
Perfect, almost
One piece it's missed
Just a tiny
Perfect, almost
So close to...
One lies somewhere
Somewhere out there
Find it must
But nowhere is
One feeling's missed
Just a tiny
A beautiful puzzle
So close to...
- Shann -
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"Grow up... But don't lose the child"
- Goldie Hawn (The Banger Sisters) -
This movie sets me thinking...
Where's my inner child? I can't find it.
Can you find yours?
Does being social-norm means we have to sacrifice fun?
'Cause we are brought up to think this way,
Do we have to follow the trend?
Living life should be about happiness
Are we really happy with what we have or do now?
Ponder this...
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'Cause I miss you
Body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breathe you
Into my heart
And pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you
Whether it's wrong or right
Though I can't be with you tonight
Know my heart is by your side
- Daniel Bedingfield -
Sorrowful Shann
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Monday, June 07, 2004
The ache in the heart
The mind which worries
Therein so much pain
So much burden
'Cause one sees it different
And no one who share
Would normality resume?
It ever been there?
When World's pain becomes one's,
Too much to bear...
Wanting to discard the knowledge
One's unwill to see it clear
Let one be free
Is this desired?
Or choice it is not?
Drowned in tire...
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The World, originally peaceful...
Seperated by religions, by dogmas, by Man
Groups are formed
Oneness' gone
Those who think they embrace Truth
But are embracing emptiness
Those who strive hard would never know it
Truth to them is just illusion
I am not the one to criticise
To say that others are wrong or right
'Cause I too cannot find
Truth can never be...
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Hate it! Hate it!
Hate it when hypocrites come along & ruin the day!
Hate it when they take away what belongs to me!
To think they're gone, but they're back again..
When you think everything's alright and they return
You try all ways to dodge but they always find you
Trying to escape but they catch up
Wanna shut off but that's temporary
'Cause they're always out to find victims
Those whom they can make use
Those whom they can insult
Those whom they can bash to the lowest point
So they're always disillusioned to be on top
What is sad is they don't know they're doing it
They're blind of other's feelings
They can't see how much hurt they cause
They just wanna think they're oh-so-wonderful
I don't bother to tell
I don't bother to disrupt their evil dreams
I just wanna live happily
I just wanna be accepted
Why can't they understand
Why must they pierce the fragile heart
Why? Why? Why?
I've tried.. I've escaped.. I've done all I can..
But from time to time
It always comes back to haunt
That this burden in my heart
Has always been there
And it's so hard to cast away
I'm numb again...
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