The Quinn

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Time after time
It sets my mind thinking
Words are just words
It leaves me distraught
There is still no one there
Not even you, you or you
Please don't let me withdraw
Once the heart stops
The flame stops swaying

Whenever troubles come
There's always no one around
If only I'd draw a fullstop
That would be the end of it all
I never thought of controlling
I give and give
Then time comes when I realise
I grasp nothing when i hold my hands out

You whom I've been there for years
You do not listen anymore
You only share you
There's no more room for me

You whom I yearned for years
The look in your eyes reminds
How much I've let you down
Blood is the only bond we share
You have gone away long time ago

You whom I'm closest
You are never there when tears drop
I do not own you nor do I attempt to
You are the only shoulder I can lie on
Without prejudice, without judgement
Yet I've always been alone

I am no Saint to criticise
It's just the sighs that engulf me
I appreciate all your love
Which means the world to me
Perhaps loneliness does kill
Like how it has killed part of me

"The ice queen walks on
There's no warmth in her
Everything she touches turn to ice
She never knew smiles ever
She moves but with no feelings
Like a living mannequinn she seems "

The Mannequinn Queen of Ice

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3/29/2007 06:24:00 PM
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Monday, March 26, 2007

It's the Day
My humble day of birth
The day so silent and peaceful
I don't feel nothin at all

Thanks baby
For your presence means much
Colors don't seem to matter
It's just plain engrossment
It was days of joy
Pure joyful silent happiness

You mean the world
You hold my key

Thank you so...

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3/26/2007 04:40:00 PM
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祝我生日快乐
Friday, March 23, 2007

It's the song I always sing
I sing again today

Happy Bday to myself
Tears & loneliness grows as the candles glow
Happy Bday to me~

As the years pass
Birthdays seem of lesser smiles
Especially when mine has become plasticised
My world, of black & white

Becoming so much of a shell
One built with all my ideals
I'm no longer true, but
ICEquinn void of much emotions
Memories swim vigorously this day
Bringing blues, dark deep blues

They say birthdays are happy ones
But to me it differs
As like precious Xmas,
They portray love I've lost
Those that I once hold dearly to
Akin to a day of mourning

I hate to feel this way
But I always do each year
As the Day approaches
As I realise how cold I've become

Happy Bday to me~

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3/23/2007 06:58:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

I read
Why did I read again?
The tinge of love is gone
Please don't come back
Don't take my sun away

Please live your life without us
I've been so worn out by your endless cycles
Don't love to win old love back
It doesn't work that way
My life has been so attached to yours
I need to take many many steps back
Yes, you affect me
Nearly all 365 days

I care for you in a way
Though hatred seems more sometimes
I do not know you
But feel you're part of my life

Like everyone else I know,
I want you to be in happiness
Even to the extend of mine
I have once sacrificed
For you to love and be loved
But you never appreciated
So please be gone
Stop flunctuating up and down
We are no longer kids

I hate to read
But I always do
The words from your confused mind
So certain yet not

I hate you, but I don't
I don't wanna be in
The vicious triangle of us
Again..

Please let me off...

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3/20/2007 07:00:00 PM
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Friday, March 02, 2007

-UNDER CONTRUCTION-

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3/02/2007 12:52:00 PM
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Thursday, March 01, 2007

I dont understand!

I do not live and exist just to please everyone
Can I be treated with appreciation please?
Why are times of good intentions not uttered?
Even comparisons must be fair
Why are only negative ones of rememberance?
Dont I have the freedom of choice?
The world is not just about a singular presence. mind you
I have an equal share of human rights too

Why do I always have to cater to everyone?
If you're dear, you shouldnt see it this way
I have been ever understanding
Where's the vice versa part?

Pardon for the rantings
But I just dont understand at all
This is not acceptable!
Before one criticise about another
Shouldnt ownself be accessed first?
Sincerity does not come from talk
It proves thru actions

Yoohoo?~
Anyone???
Is there anyone who ever listen?
Not to my advices n stuffs
But to my heart, my poor heart!!

Forget it...
I must always be the good one anyway
As if God created me to suit everyone
Be it then
Perhaps it's my time to hibernate
Im so used to it..
And shelter myself from all these disappointments

Utter disappointments~

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3/01/2007 02:49:00 PM
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