Black and White
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Stop comparing yourself with those of the past!
You're not of inferior qualities
You're not that bad yar
In fact, I'm sure you are stronger in some ways
No.. You don't understand..
I'm bad.. No good..
I'm just plain lousy..I ain't good enough..Nonsense. Teach yourself to seeIn ways that you teach othersWith strength and optimism, what say youYou're not being youself!I know.. See I told you I'm terribleWho can stand me in the long run?A confused soul without directionBut knows exactly where its headingOne who sees and not see;Knows and oblivious to mattersSomeone so full of positivityAnd yet so lack of..Poor soul.. Too much painToo much hurtA pretty happy looking shellI know things.. But sometimes I may know notWhat is true and notI no longer tellTrapped by your own mindPoor soul.. Too much painNo more trust.Stand and fight!Can I? Fight against whom?Myself... ...?You don't understandNo one does nor will...
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Those eyes..
That familiar face
The one which lights up yours
And melts you like fire to ice
The one you wanna love forever
Making you care every lil bit
And put in ever so much effort
You know you're trapped
In the web; in addiction
The world becomes more...
Thank you baby...
Thank you for being my Angel..
You gave a meaning to life
And wake me from my elusions
I escape, I still do
But now I know you'll catch me
And bring smiles to my face
The world seems brighter...
Sleep well my dear
I wish for you to have
The sweetest and loveliest dream
So your day after will be
Full of sunshine and light
Like the ones you bring to me
Sweet dreams baby..
As I bring kisses to your forehead
'Cause as your lips touch mine
I'll be there with you
A heaven for us only
The world fades away...
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
It's an obsession
How it overwhelms everything
An infection too
How it seems to wrap you
Sometimes its bout finding
The right one who'd cure
You from your deadly confusions
But brings you deeper into
Another world of it
Wake and ponder...
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Friday, May 26, 2006
Love is
Most often than not
The most crucial piece
In our Life puzzle
It is a key of completion
It makes all whole
Whichever form it appears as
Lack of one, the circle's broken
It's like a heartless rule
Over mankind, us mankind
So find yours, treaure yours
'Cause it becomes empty
Devoid of meaning when it's gone
Bless you..
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Paranoia
Depression
States of negative bombardment
Psychotic disorders
Leaves mind delusional
Like a horrid virus
Takes away all right senses
Eats into Life...
Run..
Once again...
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"How you know?"
What a question indeed
"I just know.."
"How you know he loves you
How you know he really does
Maybe he's not true
Maybe he doesn't know himself
How'd you know
What is and what's not?
How'd you know
If he's there for you
His heart's present?
He's not like the others?
Whoever in the world
Tolerates a wrecked?
You think you've escaped?
Think again.. Haaha.."
...Well, I know
I just know..
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It haunts..
Like a nasty ghoul
That you just can see
Everything all too clearly
Then lies become truth
Assumptions become facts
It just happens how you think
Phobic fears live on
And consume you
Till you cant deduce the right
And be clouded ever
By your fears...
"Am I still in the game?
Or the one watching?
He's never really left
Hasn't He?" asks the Angel
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Monday, May 22, 2006
Thank God one found
The one Angel amongst
Life seems much easier
Pain less agonising
How much he means
How thankful one feels
Filled in by words
It can be not
Unlike just any other
He's God's gift of surprise
As if sent from heaven
To save the wreck of one
Perfection I am not
So bear with me
For the hurt and sorrow one's dwelled in
Took all positivity away
The outlook on life drowned
They took me away...
Now the angel's with me
My guardian angel..
Appearing as if by magick
No longer do i fear
For he is with me
I can survive now...
Have you lost me before?
Now I'm back
No longer hidden in distress
No longer in one's own world
The world of sorrow, of escapes
I'm pulled from the ruins
I'm me again...
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They do not know
Comprehend the lil heart
That hurt has been concealed
Not of non existence
It has been difficult
But they do not know
Please let it fly
Let the butterfly wither not
Not much is asked
Let happiness be a simple task
They understand not
The excruciating pain
Harrowing since the very start
Let it go.. Please...
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
The Angel..
The other one beside
Fills the blanks
Creating meaning to all
No, you're not the dark one
You create light...
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
The Angel has risen
From its little slumber
Eager to fight once more
Against the ever-devillish Devil
The help of another
So there are others!
The special one
The other Angel
He who understands
He doth know
Everything else disappears
Lost..
Lost in thy world..
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Psst..
The rush is over
Time to slow down
Time to rest
Relaxation?
Or more to come?
Breathe breathe
Don't stop your breath
'Cause you take others' away
Don't try to die
Like you always do
Live with strength
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