The Case of the Empty "Beatbox"
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
It's lost
The flutter begins
It's not there anymore
It becomes an empty place
The search came to a halt
'Cause to surprise
There's nothing there anymore
No one can be found
It's become vacated
It's where it all starts
Over again
There no one there now..~
Heehee...
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Monday, June 26, 2006
A piece of poetry I came across online. Such simple words but of pure hurt and strength. A past loved one should be a new source of strength for you to pick yourself up, stand and stand more upright than b4.
So my friends, lost love can be cried over, but celebrated as well.. 'Cause you'd have learnt something new and grown even more. There's still a long way ahead of you, so don't cling on to sad memories. Be strong like the poet. Cry for a moment then smile 'cause you've not lost the world.. No matter what, you have yourself..
A BRAND NEW ME
I said I'd never drop another tear
But today I'm feeling blue
All these tears I drop are for me
And no longer for you
You played your part in my life
And took so much away
The day you broke my heart
I thought I'd never see the day
When I could smile without you
And see my days shine bright
I thought my life was over
The day we said good-bye
I sit here and cry for me
And the fool I was with you
How could I've been so stupid
And lived for loving you?
Someone who was a liar
And didn't care at all
Someone who betrayed me
And crushed my honest love
But today I'm over your love
And here is a brand new me
A woman who has fought
To heal the wounds so deep
I'm free and it's all over
You're finally out my life
I found a brand new me
The day you broke my heart
http://library.lovingyou.com/poetry/138/138314.shtml
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AFTER AWHILE by Veronica Shoffstall
After awhile you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open
With the grace of a woman, Not the grief of a child
And you learn to build all your roads on today,
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After awhile you learn that even sunshine
Burns if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth,
And you learn and learn...
With every good bye you learn.
Veronica Shoffstall 1971
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
'IT'I viewed.. I saw..
The smile was different
I knew where you belong
There still? No?
Perhaps not afterall..
'Cause 'it' has a life of its own
'It' which comes from happiness
Peeping out every now and then
A burden I don't wanna bear
The name I don't wanna say
'Cause I'm tired
I wanna lie in slumber
I'm being battled by it
One I can't overcome
I may just be consumed
Then I'll be nice no more
So now I'm exhausted
No strength to fight
I need my sleep...
In preparation for the night ahead
I'm real tired...
Zzzzz....
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Had a great meet up with few gfs last nite.. Never knew coffee sessions can be that hilarious, haha... Thanks for letting me try the ice cham milo cham coffee Jasmine.. But I still prefer the 好甜噢! French Vanilla Earl Cooler =D
After last nite then I realised im really quite a hamster and I shall change that! No more ham 亚莲, lolz.. But seriously, I still don't think I can do diving as Vonne suggested. Plu-leeze don't enrol me!! i beg u.... So at the end of the nite, I found myself 3 teachers.. For wat, im not telling yet..
Well, really enjoyed myself with the gals.. Looking 4ward to meeting up again soon..
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I Think And I ShallAn epiphany...
A slap in the face
There's new direction
Manifestation in process!
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Friday, June 23, 2006
They don't know what love is
Does anyone know anymore
Tell them please
Take them to haven
Away from the Angel
Let lovers be in love
And not be not..
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Attainment of love
Always light at the end
Expansion of love
Self-less, non-specific
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
Hmm...
Perhaps he's right
I've healed...!
*Twist*
Thanks you guys!
Glamours again? My treat..
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
I thought
And I thought wrong
For I can't feel again
I really do can detach
I can live with it
Time really can be a saviour
So it's whew~
I can be on my own again
Who needs pain
When you have those around you
Life resumes to those times
With a slight difference though
But is this what it is?
Or perhaps a moment of strength?
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Monday, June 19, 2006
Saint to devilHahahahaha..
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You once said you love me
I was your baby..
Thanks for letting me in
Into the wonderful life of yours
Suddenly I woke
And remember what I said
To give you time to think
And the space you wanted
The reason why I left in the first place
I shall fulfill it to my best now
I'm sorry if I continued to confuse
'Cause I couldn't get you outta my life
Not even outta my thoughts
Lingering like a lost soul
I really must say goodbye
I'll force myself to be away
I thought you'll need me to be there
But boy I thought wrong
I'm not needed at all
My presence would only confuse
Pray to God I can sustain
May I have the strength to be away
I dont wanna be a burden anymore
I wanna be the one who brings laughters
I still love you
I'll be waiting still
I know how it'll pain me
But sincerely I hope
You'll find your answer...
Without me by your side
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
I miss you
I know you don't..
When you arrived
U filled meaning to everything
So when you left
They left with you..
I don't know what to do
I can't do anything
Everything makes tears roll
Can't eat, can't think
Can't watch tv..
'Cause you used to be in the picture
Of every single thing I'd do
I thank but I hate too..
I'll be waiting
Not sure waiting for what
But i miss you
I really do...
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
I'm ok thank you
I've got my answer
I can detach now
I can detach and live strong
Time is all I need
Getting used to my previous life
The life I had, again
Tears and pain
They fill me up
Leaving me cold and dead
Never again shall I allow
No one will move me
There shall be no one else
My heart is closed
Thank you very much
Im sorry but
I'll never be alive again
Say goodbye to Myself
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
还够不够 这够不够
想你是我最熟悉的伤口
还要多久 还能多久
寂寞的量杯会是几杯啤酒
我还没有 我并没有
到底快乐在哪里有预购
对了没有 错了没有
爱到底算是理由 还是藉口
不能拥有 不能放手
告诉我 怎样把记忆没收
甚么以后 甚么时候
请你说出口
我甚么都没有
我都没有
没资格在心逗留
我甚么都不够
不够难受
才不能要求一点
同情的温柔
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The weeping Angel
Tears of blood
Floods of red
Salvage not
Nothing left
But only silence.
The weeping Angel
White with red
Pick her up
Ruins again
Nothing thereNone but pain.
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Goodbye
Good bye to you
You once were everything
You are still now
But I know I must
No matter how it kills me
To let you go
I' d rather it not be this way
But your heart I cannot keep
So i forced myself to fall
It's no right thing for me
And time will not tell
'Cause I already know what I lost
Someone so dear
Someone named My Precious Angel
I know you won't come back
But I'll always be here still
The one who loves you
The one who appreciates
Right from the start
And never did falter
When you need to fall back
Your Angel will still be at where you left her
Move on she can not
For there's no more path in front
She'll just be there
No matter how empty
No matter how broken
She'll just be there...
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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My heart is going away
I'm going away to stay
My mind won't be mine
'Cause I won't be there
Treat it as my soul has gone
For a long-awaited vacation
Be happy for me
'Cause I'm going abroad
Away from the broken one
Away from the world of pain
But I'll still be your Angel
Who'll spread her wings
With the remains of her conscious
To be there, to comfort
But wake me up you'll not
'Cause no one can
For the torn has broken
The dying soul shall die
There's only darkness
Pathless road in front
You have taken everything
There's nothing left with me
Not even myself
She has gone away from me...
Farewell...
Farewell y'all...
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Monday, June 12, 2006
No good.. Just plain no good
None to love
None to be loved
??? ??? ???? ?? ???????
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
Why is there peace yet again?
No waves of emotions
Nothing..
Nothing but silence...
He's gone away
Is this real strength?
Or another round of Life's games
Cut and roll, cut and roll
She doesn't know anything
Don't know anything anymore
Should she drop her title?
Angel of the Devil indeed...
Or perhaps she who mocks
Gets more of Him than others
Nothing..
Nothing at all anymore...
Only peace
But neither of good of bad
Just pure silence...
Mind of peace.
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Words no longer exist
Mind to a blank
Everything's nothing
Meaning not there
Remember those times
No cant..
White, blank, empty
Nothing...
No feel..
Freeze.. Ice.. Cold....
Stop the rain
Please...
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I Understand...
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Yes, I see it now..
I know how it should be
Shall the frozen be still so
No no.. You do not see..
Rain falls from the windows
They turn to ice upon
The pain from the blade
It killed the soul of the same
What shall come
Thou shalt not see
Pierce...
Blank, blank, blank...
Knowledge may not be power
It can be hurt, full of it
Do not see
Do not know
Do not...
Do..........
Not........
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The weeping Angel
