Thursday, May 05, 2005
Have you ever ponder seriously about life?
Have you ever questioned why you're here?
Human life is all about being born,
Growing up, and dying off...
That's the most general idea.
And of course there are different developments
They make life seem like it's meaningful
Letting each individual evolve as they age
But sometimes, in the midst of this fun game
Some will wake and think
What is this about life and its lessons?
What do i actualli get out of it all?
This sudden wake up call causes confusion
In a blink of time, you lost what you find for
You don't understand why things were important
Suddenly everthing just don't matter..
I get that wake up call frequently
Till I realli don't know what my life is about..
Ponder that, pal...
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Eyes are not for crying
They're for viewing
The most beautiful things in the world
They're our precious windows
They show us the universe
What Gods have created..
Our eyes are not meant
They're not to be for sorrow
They're a gift to see colors,
The every one we love
And the beauty of the Earth.
We must treasure..
My eyes are not for crying
Mine tell a thousand tales
They're for hiding a soul
One which is nonexistent
They do not have tears
Those have dried up long before
The windows have no joy
Nor pain nor light nor love
They have become veils
To guard the empty heart
My eyes are not for crying
They'll never never be...
Shann
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Arghhhhh.....!!! Grrr...
Shann
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Think I'm faltering.. Better remind myself of my affirmation:
I am ever happy!
Nothing can pull me down!!
Life must be of happiness and positivity.
I will not think of what I lose,
But what I have,
And appreciate what life has brought me.
I am more fortunate than many already,
I am not to be sympathised.
Tears will never, NEVER belong to me,
Only smiles and laughter! :D
I am happiness;
Happiness is me!!
Shann
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To continue with my previous post, I went to catch a movie that day. A brit horror film named 'Creep'. Erm.. Did make me gasp a few times throughout. So i suppose its considered still ok. But not wonderfully terrific though. A lil lame actually.
The storyline goes bout with a lady, Kate who was supposed to meet George Clooney but missed the last train 'cause she dozed off while waiting. (Don't their control staff check the premise before going off?? Silly right.. ) So she got locked in and her nightmare started from there onwards, with full gross and lotsa blood..
But the point is, it did make me bite my fingers.. That's good enough for a brit film..
Shann
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Where should I go? Where should I go? Humph...
Shann
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Hmm.. Feeling 'bit new and refreshed today.. Why? 'Cause I've altered my hairstyle once again. No more contrasting streaks. Now I've got a new head of chestnut brown. Went over to Kimage as recommended by Yilin. Quite good.. And it's close to home over at CCK. They've most prob earned another regular..
Brownie Shann
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Angel of the Devil
Thursday, April 07, 2005
I am of the minority
Appreciator of life's cruel lessons
But when it takes away from you
More than what you can bear
You start to ponder if you had been thankful
To what has been mocking you along
My self-acclaimed duty,
To spread unreligious positivity
To bring more joy and hope
The understanding of happiness
Goodness does not return its fair share
It has biten back like an ungrateful pet
The skies turned dark
His tears fall like a heartless sign
That life is not an angel
Who'll guide you to immediate saftey
It may just be a devilished game
Which a turn of corner will lead you downcliff
When one resigns to destiny
All becomes nothing but a white sheet
It shall not happen
At least not to me
I will stand up against and fight like I do
Nothing can pull me down
Life's devil will not be a foe
I shall be the bloody Angel of it...
Shann
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Love is filled with hurdles
I do not want to alter my character
I have no will to live
If I do not get your love
-Twins & Boy'z
>Lousily translated by Shann ;)
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The dark figure down the streets
Lamp posts with dim lights
One with an empty mind
The soul just hangs
It is a lone wolf
Walking, walking...
The memories are hazy
Nothing seems like reality
Perhaps the tangible is
In fact the real dream
Let it end.. Wake...
Wake to a paradise
Or what they call the haven
This dark world must be fake
Fallen when the dreamworld sleeps
Wake up.. Stop 'reality-sing'...
Shann
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Mother cat with its litter of kittens...
Sigh...
Shann the Incomplete
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
It has been 21 years since the day I was introduced to the world (plus its polluted air in a package I didn't want..). Yea, I'm 21 yrs old le, officially proclaimed adulthood. But well, in fact, it is juz another bday. Nuthing much different at all. But I'm glad to say I did enjoy that day, though 'someone' definitely wanted it to turn otherwise. I'd have to thk my friends fer the fun. Michi, Yilin, Leon, Mark, Darrell, Michelle, Ivan, Jasper, Dennis.. Thks u guys, sincerely! Sorry I wasn't a gd host, I'm lousy at entertaining frens. But I'm sure you won't blame me yar? ;) And to Jo, Grace and Dinah, glad to bump into you gals and thks fer ur bday wishes!
In general, we met up at Zouk fer a lil gathering. Not really a big celebration party, juz a gathering with a few frens fer drinks. At least, I hav something to remember about..
Shann
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
The heart of Man can go cold
Freezes like winter snow
They do not see
That love must be selfless
They do not understand
They do not know...
Only when they release hate
Will they not suffer
May the windows to their hearts open
So true love will flow...
May they be blessed
So life will be beautiful
And true love will be their soul
Blessings...
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Happy bday to me
Happy bday to me
Happy bday, Happy bday
Happy 21st to me...
(wheu..)*That's meant to sound like blowing off the candle flames..
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Quote from "The Sound of Music" movie
"Climb every mountain
Ford every dream
Follow every rainbow
Till you find your dream"
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
The Ash..
It was material
After the process of flaming
The power of the sacred flame
It is reduced from solid to ash
It is almost spiritual
It has changed
It is something different
It has got a new lease of life
Its longing to be in the winds
As the breeze comes
It flies along
Disappearing from all eyes
It will be free
Unchained,
It will see the world from afar
Blessings to them
Pray..
ShannAsh
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It pains.
When it is known
When the realisation comes
That it is destined
No matter how one escapes
It is the fate of Man
No matter what is done
The world becomes quiet..
It is a lonesome place
It is a fact to accept
It is reality
No matter how rejected
Man always live for the sake of another
It is then that existence exists
For without others
The game of evolution ceases
One becomes none
There is always one
Whom another would joy for
Whom tears would drop for
There is no exception
Silence your mind
Quieten your thoughts
Go deep into your heart
Ask your very soul
Who is that person
One whom you live for
And without
The world becomes purposeless
Treasure.
Shann The Ash
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Beauty, tranquility
All gone
Look to the future
Where does home lie?
No peace, no light
Fear resides
Tears will fill Earth
Like the Great Flood
A warning, a sign
Behold, beware
She's ever Greatest
Noah's Ark's nowhere...
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
Hi to all friends,
Due to recent reformatting of my laptop, I've lost all my saved blog urls of u guys'. So plu-leeze do me a lil favour if u dun mind, kindly leave ur blog address at the tagboard on the right ====>
Thanks alot! Happy 2005!
ShaNn in ChaOs
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Dear Friends,
I apologise if u hav been dropping by to find my blog un-updated. Very bz lar.. Well anyway, I'd like to wish all of u HAPPY YULETIDE! May we all enjoy our X'mas with full joy.. and booze, keke..
Shann aka San
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