I wanna go eat.....
Thursday, April 26, 2007
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Should I?
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
As some of you guys realised, my hair has grown pretty long.. I've been thinking of cutting it recently, or at least a trim.. Best if I can change my hairstyle. Went surfing and came across this hairdo I thought look quite nice..
(The girl's pretty cutsie too.. Keke..)
And to complete it, maybe a french manicure as well?
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My new white
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Thank you baby! I love it, muacks! We'll wear it tog sometime ya..
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Sudden Crazed Thought
Monday, April 23, 2007
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Late Bday Pics
Now that I have my lappie up n working well again, I will be blogging more often I promise.. Moreover I've decided to spend more time with Meow Meow and myself at home, giving me more time in front of mister lappie.
*cough coughz* (Still sick wor)So anyway, these are afew of the pics taken on my bday celebrations:
Celebration with colleagues @ Tiens office
St James on Bday eve eve
Celebration with family on Bday eve
Mummy cooked crabs as I wished - Chilli, pepper and panfried, all 3 types! Then there's other dishes I love: Butter Prawns, Fried Sotong balls and last but not least, of course there must be a chicken dish - Honey-grilled Chicken WIngs! Dhor Tzeh Mummy!
Baby I miss your cooking! Now that I look at these pics again.. Im getting so hungry!I have alwiz loved your Aglio Olio, since the very 1st time you cooked for me. The bacon-wrapped asparagus tasted terrific too! Thanks, muacks~
This is the 3rd cake I cut this year, keke.. I actualli had afew diff celebrations but not all pics are uploaded yet. My 1st was with colleagues in the office. 2nd, was with my group and other frens as seen in the pics above at St James. 3rd, with my beloved family at home; the most important people in my life. And 4th was on my bday day itself with Michi at Top of the M. Thank you everyone!~
Hahahaha.. Love this pic~
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Sketch of Friendship 28-10-2006
I will never forget that night.. You are my best bros.. Thank you for being you...
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Behold
Sunday, April 22, 2007
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Way Back into Love
I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you'll help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
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I need water!~
Ill.. So freaking ill... I've never been this sick for a long while.. Yes, perhaps my lao-mao-bings every now and then. But not high fever! I've been coughing like mad these few days Im realli wondering if im gonna cough out a pc of my lungs anytime soon..
But thru these few days of sub-standard health, when I prefer any other thing than the "bad habits", I realise I still do enjoy the "normal stuff" in life. Ok, let me list wat are the new "i love"s I feel I realli do enjoy:
- Rivers. Singapore rivers at night. I have been taking walks recently with my nano plugged to my ears. Those who know me well should know I hav this hobby of walking, keke.. Its a way to relive stress, and sometimes sorrow. It just seems so peaceful gazing at them at night with my saddies on my nano. Great music + beautiful rivers = bliss
- Nice restaurants with nice food and nice ambience. Be it my fav steak, oysters, beautiful cakes and pastries, handmade dumplings and xiaolongbaos, pretty jap menus or any other yummy goodies, I love the feasts for my senses. It was so and has never changed. Glutton@heart!
- Movieeeees. I love movies. The only prob is im always too lazy so i miss them; there's nothing nice when i do step into a cinema; I can never remember what i watch.. But still, im trying to make it a point to increase the movie intake into my brain. Maybe try erm.. twice a month to start with?
- Jap culture. Only after a lil chitchat with William recently that I realised how much I love anything japanese. Lol.. I remember how intrigued I was with the very-jap-jap-menu @ Nanjya Monjya where Bingbing's working. It was so jap, I couldnt realli read it. Miss that place.. Very cosy and very erm.. jap.. Haha.. Walked past Sun with Moon @ Central. Muz go there with Michi sometime soon.. Looks like a real cool place. And I also wanna go groceries shopping @ Liang Court. Kor Kor went with dasao the other day. Sounds cool n jap.. Shall elaborate more in the future.
- Staying home with my reformatted lappie. Now I can spend hours on my lappie without a single vulgarity, haha.. (the truth is, i dun hurl any.. its an expression..) Feels nice being able to surf freely w/o lagging (touchwood!)
Getting very drowsy after medication.. So sentence structure getting v rigid. Guess i better go rest now.. Hope my Sunday goes my way.. Zzzz...
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It's where all started
It's my beloved club Momo's farewell party tonite before they close for reno. And im not there!! Super ill, almost dying of excessive coughing at home.. I so wanna be there! *Cough coughz* But im glad though, as Im not forgotten, had many momo-goer-frens asking if i would b there. And darling Him came to visit his sickly baby with gifts. One for mummy and one for me. I love the white baby!
(Muacks!)
Momo's the place where lotsa great memories were created. How I started going there when it first opened, with my sisters, havin hell lot of fun everytime we're there. It's also one of the clubs Michi dar n I celebrated our bday tog last yr.
Then came the time I knew him there.. Then my bros. And it's where got to get into contact with Ming again. I made lotsa new frens there and reunited with many old frens too..
Still remember how it was when I knew him, where we were sitting, stealing glances at each other.. How Jessie, Claris, Silla and I had fun with Ron and Ganesh everytime we were there when our group just formed.. Those are such significant and unforgettable memories. It all happened at Momo.. It was where all started...
But im not there at the end.. I realli wish I am..
Goodbye Momo..
Thank you...
*Cough coughz*
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I Want!!!~
Thursday, April 19, 2007
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
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Havent been very rightFeeling's not rightInsomnic frustrations' returned~
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You forgot Meow Meow!!! See, she's angry... Hurhur~
Saturday, April 07, 2007
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Monday, April 02, 2007
Blurry eyed
Why should I care?
Hahaa...
I read an article from HerWorld mag recently. It's about how the author (let's name her theawakenone, lol..) got sick of being nice, all prim, proper and understanding. She was with her previous guy for 2 years. And after 2 years of being all nice and pampering, her guy dumped her to marry an Ah Lian who's all unreasonable and an outright bitch, so she describes. She came across a book on how things realli should be. I forgot the title tho.. Her method of snagging e man of her life thereafter ------ to be a bitch.
Sets me thinking.. What happened to all the r/s do's and dont's I once read from "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus"? Then looking around me, I realised theawakenone, to my horror, is quite right! Her ex told her he felt she was a big sister to him. He even brought her to dinner to meet his new Wife! Omg.. Then I was like, that is so me! Haha..
Maybe its time to reassess certain things yea..
Like wat some frens say, "Maybe its time to relax and start letting others take care of you".
Hmm.. Tough one..
Maybe I've grown to become too strong on the outside
Too much ego
Actually I'm thinking --- whatever...
Hahaa...
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Time after time
It sets my mind thinking
Words are just words
It leaves me distraught
There is still no one there
Not even you, you or you
Please don't let me withdraw
Once the heart stops
The flame stops swaying
Whenever troubles come
There's always no one around
If only I'd draw a fullstop
That would be the end of it all
I never thought of controlling
I give and give
Then time comes when I realise
I grasp nothing when i hold my hands out
You whom I've been there for years
You do not listen anymore
You only share you
There's no more room for me
You whom I yearned for years
The look in your eyes reminds
How much I've let you down
Blood is the only bond we share
You have gone away long time ago
You whom I'm closest
You are never there when tears drop
I do not own you nor do I attempt to
You are the only shoulder I can lie on
Without prejudice, without judgement
Yet I've always been alone
I am no Saint to criticise
It's just the sighs that engulf me
I appreciate all your love
Which means the world to me
Perhaps loneliness does kill
Like how it has killed part of me
"The ice queen walks on
There's no warmth in her
Everything she touches turn to ice
She never knew smiles ever She moves but with no feelingsLike a living mannequinn she seems "The Mannequinn Queen of Ice
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Monday, March 26, 2007
It's the Day
My humble day of birth
The day so silent and peaceful
I don't feel nothin at all
Thanks baby
For your presence means much
Colors don't seem to matter
It's just plain engrossment
It was days of joy
Pure joyful silent happiness
You mean the world
You hold my key
Thank you so...
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祝我生日快乐
Friday, March 23, 2007
It's the song I always sing
I sing again today
Happy Bday to myself
Tears & loneliness grows as the candles glow
Happy Bday to me~
As the years pass
Birthdays seem of lesser smiles
Especially when mine has become plasticised
My world, of black & white
Becoming so much of a shell
One built with all my ideals
I'm no longer true, but
ICEquinn void of much emotions
Memories swim vigorously this day
Bringing blues, dark deep blues
They say birthdays are happy ones
But to me it differs
As like precious Xmas,
They portray love I've lost
Those that I once hold dearly to
Akin to a day of mourning
I hate to feel this way
But I always do each year
As the Day approaches
As I realise how cold I've become
Happy Bday to me~
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I read
Why did I read again?
The tinge of love is gone
Please don't come back
Don't take my sun away
Please live your life without us
I've been so worn out by your endless cycles
Don't love to win old love back
It doesn't work that way
My life has been so attached to yours
I need to take many many steps back
Yes, you affect me
Nearly all 365 days
I care for you in a way
Though hatred seems more sometimes
I do not know you
But feel you're part of my life
Like everyone else I know,
I want you to be in happiness
Even to the extend of mine
I have once sacrificed
For you to love and be loved
But you never appreciated
So please be gone
Stop flunctuating up and down
We are no longer kids
I hate to read
But I always do
The words from your confused mind
So certain yet not
I hate you, but I don't
I don't wanna be in
The vicious triangle of us
Again..
Please let me off...
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Friday, March 02, 2007
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
I dont understand!I do not live and exist just to please everyoneCan I be treated with appreciation please?Why are times of good intentions not uttered?Even comparisons must be fairWhy are only negative ones of rememberance?Dont I have the freedom of choice?The world is not just about a singular presence. mind youI have an equal share of human rights tooWhy do I always have to cater to everyone?If you're dear, you shouldnt see it this wayI have been ever understandingWhere's the vice versa part?Pardon for the rantingsBut I just dont understand at allThis is not acceptable!Before one criticise about anotherShouldnt ownself be accessed first?Sincerity does not come from talkIt proves thru actionsYoohoo?~Anyone???Is there anyone who ever listen?Not to my advices n stuffsBut to my heart, my poor heart!!Forget it...I must always be the good one anywayAs if God created me to suit everyoneBe it thenPerhaps it's my time to hibernateIm so used to it..And shelter myself from all these disappointmentsUtter disappointments~
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
"Will you love her, comfort her, honour and keep her in sickness and in health and forsaking all others, be faithful to her, so long as you both shall live?" (...voice fades away in the midst of chatters...)Blurred.. Far farawayA phrase so knownA vow so overly-verbalizedIt was blue allure and blackNot even those remain nowWords and promises are a thin line apartSo oftenly crossedMany atimes, love is misunderstoodWhat is it to you?
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
All smiles
No more frowns
I may not have shut off
But you will not hear no more
I understand finally
Yes, it's different
Then I'll be silent
You took away me in us
Yes I know how you are
I know what you dislike
But what about me?
Me being understanding
Is to make things less difficult
Never for you to care less
Once again tears came back
You said you'll take them away
But they came back still
Do you know?
You will never know my tears anymore
To be your Angel is a hard role
Then perhaps let me act
'Cause I wish to be normal sometimes
Like any girl who can laugh or cry openly
Who has her tantrums soothed
And her tears kissed away
I wanna be doted and loved
You know I've never asked for much
You've been my little boy
Can I be your little girl then?
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I'm no sunshineJust ice, snow and ice
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Monday, February 05, 2007
There is nothing more to say
Things have become as they are
Doesnt matter if it will cycle again
All has been clear since long ago
Just follow thy heart
No longer pondering
It is all different now...
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
Something stupidHave waited
Hav flunctuated
No longer bout myselfI feel so stupidIt wouldn't be soIf I'm not me...
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Monday, January 29, 2007
I need sleep...
Please, please
Let me sleepWithout counting millions of sheepWithout gulping extra dosage of yucky syrupFrowning causes wrinklesDon't want themDesperately please...Just lemme sleep
SleeeEeeP~
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
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Schizophrenic Rojak
No words
The armour is up again
Layers and layers of walls
Do you own a bulldozer?
I need help to speak again
There's no words at all
No no no...
If you hack it down
Will I still be there?
No.. I wasn't the one
Maybe you built them?
Look! You just did again!~
Insomnic frustrations maybe
How come sleep seems so far far away
Now Im getting pre-fluish
Morphing into a panda soon
Great.. Just great..
I don't wanna drink so much already
We go singing?
Or or like what I've been doing
Movies yar?
You rest, I rest.. Right..
Can you ask the rain to stop?
My wrist is aching like hell
Little rain is good.. But not.. THIS
Argh~
Choco latte Ice kachang
Vanilla milkshake Lollipop
La-lala-lala Lalala~
CAN YOU PLEASE STOP RAINING?!??
Potential neurotic freak
Hallucinations and nightmares
What's all those weird dreams
Must be the Pill Boxx..
I need a good deep sleep please~
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
GET OUTTA MY HEAD!TICK-TOCK TICK-TOCK~
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Been There Done That Seen It - 17 Jan'07
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
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Monday, January 15, 2007
Lost..
Suddenly lost..
Feeling like an emotional wreck
You understand me so very well that
My strength disappears in your presence
Perhaps it's just insomniac frustrations
But I feel small, so very small~
But Im glad
'Cause someone knows...
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I held on as your Angel
Just so you wouldn't be alone
Didn't ask for returns
Just wanted you to be well
But you left without a word
Not even a goodbye
You said it was tough
But never thought of what I felt
Yes, it was difficult for you
So you should just disappear?
Unjustifiable... But heck..
Just think what makes you feel better
I don't even wanna be friends
'Cause even so I feel I would be unappreciated
You said you did but actions tell otherwise
I'm not dumb either
So no longer your Angel
But well wishes still
Live your life the way you should
And start loving those you should
Love in a true and sincere way
Not by what others don't understand
But love in both heart and say
Treat them as your precious
Hope you finally understand the way
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Thanks dear
For the lil things you do
So, deletion is not the best therapy
Appreciation is...
Purple~
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DVDs on 9 Jan'07
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DVDs watched on 8 Jan'07
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DVDs watched on 7 Jan'07
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
A LIL' RESPECT AT LEAST
THANK YOU
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Friday, January 05, 2007
My iced etching...
Are you a happy soul
As you move on in your life
While I back to where I left you
Not really twitched
Still still
Can I see only smiles?
A family of new
I only wanna hear "good,
Yes, Im good"
Always friends
Never more than that
Congratulations
Boiboi...
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THINGS by Robbie Williams
Friday, December 29, 2006
Like a walk in the park
Like a kiss in the dark
Like a sailboat ride
What about the night we cried?
Things like a lover's vow
Things that we don't do now
Thinkin' 'bout the things we used to do
Memories are all I have to cling to
And heartaches are the friends I'm talkin' to
When I'm not thinkin' of-a just how much I love you
Well, I'm-a thinkin' 'bout the things we used to do
I still can hear the jukebox softly playin'
And the face I see each day belongs to you
Though there's not a single sound and there's nobody else around
Well, it's-a just me thinkin' of the things we used to do
And the heartaches are the friends I'm talkin' to
Ya got me thinkin' 'bout the things we used to do
Starin' at the lonely avenue
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Have been busy at work
Been missing lotsa calls
But I woke
And its plastic smiles no more
Happiness is by your own definition
A realisation I had
Mine is when he's not around
But I know somehow I can hold on
He may not be there,
But he is there... somehow
When I doll myself up for the sake of myself
Watch great movies all on my own
With fav foodie I smuggle into the cinema
Yes, very much alone
Everytime I see the obvious smiles on my parents' faces,
When I go home straight after work
Or 'cause I slept early the previous night
Just so to have a nice breakfast with them
When I take time to have long hot showers
Lingering in the baby powder scents
Pampering myself with scrubs and masques
All my DIY mani's and pedi's, and massages
Or even flipping 大嫂's fashion mag
With lounge music to fill my room
I can finally feel again
'Cause the void in my life a few weeks ago
Slapped me in the face
And made me realise what my happiness is
What I should smile for
And what makes my laughters real
So now I've learnt I've understood
The new level of appreciation
Of life, of myself
The new sense of calmness
You make me smile
Real heartfelt smiles~
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My Walk
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Lots on thoughts
But no more words
You do not know
But doesn't matter anymore
There's nothing much I should say
I shall never speak again
All that you have once said
From the first day till the end
Those have never been forgotten
And never will..
Those will be my companion
Thru this cold freezing path
I will not let them go
So forgive me
For I can never be happy
Like how you wish me to be
I will always be hidden, lost
I thank you much,
For our memories will continue
To serve as a form of strength for me
A precious for me to hold on
I shall be silent
I will not be close
Ever hoping to be your guardian angel
Who'll watch from afar and pray for you
I wish for you to be happy
But things are no longer like before
So I'm really sorry...
I cannot do the same...
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I love fur!~
Friday, December 15, 2006
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I love my girls!~
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Thank you
I know now
Understand it all
Do take care
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Love till there's no love
What a phrase indeed
I truly understand it
To love one till one don't love
The ultimate of love
I'm living proof of what love is about
So should I leave or should I stay
The answer is clear...
I will remember what you said
It has been tough for you
So I will never be in the way again~
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Sorry I have to do this
Making myself hateful is the only way
Thank you for everything
I will gaze from afar...
I wish for for you
Only the best =)
Thank you...
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The 1st ever Group Outing I've ever organised!~
Saturday, December 09, 2006
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If she's the only reason you feel alive
Then what am I?
I'll go away...
You go fight for your happiness ok?
I thought miracles do appear
But I'm wrong...
They never appear for me
For her maybe
Trust me, she'll be back
I'm too tired to accompany you
On that journey
Which sending you off is the destination
You won't see me
Then you'll forget
It doesn't matter how much it hurts for me
I am not important anyway
Don't blame me for disappearing
I just can't see you anymore
When I have chosen to leave
Empty tears hurt
As much as your empty love brings
You won't see me again
Not anymore I hope...
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Angelic Dream
Friday, December 08, 2006
Empty Love...
From the Angelic Stranger you never knew
The orange moon shines thru truth
When will things be that beautiful dream?
You're the masterpiece I never had
Where are the promises and lovely songs?
I miss that voice,
Distanced so far far away
Bring me to my Empty Love
The soothing emptiness so close to heart
Tell me I'm dreaming, in the World I long for
Angelic Stranger
She spreads her wings at night
No, no tears please
Fly me away, away from this empty world...
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New Phase, New Look
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Think Happy Thoughts of Love
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I love Mummy
I love Pa
I love Korkor
I love my Princess
I love Sis
I love Him
I love the Group
I love Meow MeowI love Josh Groban and JJ, Fann Wong
I love booze (But quitting...)I love art, in words, movies and musicI love books, lots and lots of them!
I love Life (And hate Life...)I love dressesOf velvet, lace, satin, chiffonI love pearls and diamondsAnd gadgets and bling-blings
There's so many many stuffs that I adore
But I don't love myself
Please treat me better
Please give more care
I am all that I have
Me, Myself and I...
Love Me...
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Monday, December 04, 2006
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Haha...
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Where has my words gone?
Where did they go?
Why doesnt sentences form?
Is it another phase again?
Am I losing everything?
Life would be nothing without art
Art in form of words n lines
I don't wanna be alone
Now I'm left with thoughts
Thoughts sans materialism
I'm thus iNcomPleTE...
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Friday, December 01, 2006
Yo ppl.. I'll be away for 3 days. You guys dun drink too much yar.. Muz wait for my return. We drink tog.. Haha.. But, no lar.. Now that I am trying to cut down, u know..
Well, this a clubbing-free-and-almost-alcohol-free week for me. The only teeny weeny bit of alcohol I had was just a few glasses of wine at Loof with the group on Monday. Kinda proud of myself, that I'm able to win my own devil. There were many moments whereby I was near to faltering. But, I still managed to resist the temptation and stayed at home!
Gd girl right?~ *Blink Blink*
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
Run outta creative juices.. Cant seem to get a good design for an event write-up which is on hand now.. Argh~
Have been getting negative thoughts since this morn. No good... Had a very extremely super bad dream as well.. Sad~ I dont like feeling vulnerable...
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I'm still sick.. Sniff.. Been 3 weeks. During this period of time I've come up with new resolutions. I'm gonna cut down alcohol and nightlife. I wanna have a more "正常生活", as how mummy put it. And for those whom I havent met for awhile, read this: I've quitted smoking once again!~ Tough, yes.. But worth it.. I've got sick of ciggies.
Have been keeping myself from drinking spots. Woke up early this morning, just to hav a nice breakfast with Daddy and Mummy. Love that feel. I love my family.. alot. But I realised I dont really show that. So Mummy, Pa and and "you-know-who-you-are"... I'll keep my word. I'll change.. Just need time.. I love you all~
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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Friday, November 17, 2006
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
Weak body with a strong mind...
Sick again...
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11/11/2006 02:06:00 PM
1 Buzz~♥
Sansan... Have a speedy recovery. You're a strong babe. Take care!
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
Realised I havent been writing nor sketching for quite awhile. Hmm.. No creative streak lei.. There has been big changes in my life, so by right I should get pretty lots inspirations. But well, who knows..
Pals have been telling me I've become different. To me, it's all good.. Changes are good. Besides being seemingly skinnier, I'm told I've become somewhat cold. Isnt that supposed to be a good thing? A strong and cold Shann is totally awesome lor, keke..
No longer the nice lil lady
The one who gets taken for granted
Shann has grown strong
Too strong perhaps
But better than vulnerability
She fights like how an Angel should
What Devil?
Doesnt threaten at all...
Not forsaking God's gift for women
Strength... Anymore...
I'm back!
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Mind been pretty blanked so didnt know what to update on. Other than work, it would be the usual meet ups, drinking nights and stayhome's which keep me busy.
Mummy has bought me a new korean drama to watch. Other than that one, I've been watching japanese anime - Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles. Nice... Im currently scouting for discs 7 and above. So wanna get my hands on them!
Clubbing has become more varied now. Back to club-hopping again.
As fer movies, been keeping close lately. But can't really recall what I've watched, haha... Awaiting for "Deja Vu" to be released. Looks like a pretty good one. These are those I remember catching:
~*~World Trade Center~*~
~*~The Prestige~*~
~*~Sinking of Japan~*~
~*~The Covenant~*~
Realised i havent been uploading pics here for quite awhile. Will do so soon. Either that or check out my friendster: http://www.friendster.com/shannng
Cheers to life!~
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
There's no coincidences
There's only inevitability...
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Friday, November 03, 2006
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
~*~*~NEW LIFE bEGinS !~*~*~
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