Have been busy at work
Been missing lotsa calls
But I woke
And its plastic smiles no more
Happiness is by your own definition
A realisation I had
Mine is when he's not around
But I know somehow I can hold on
He may not be there,
But he is there... somehow
When I doll myself up for the sake of myself
Watch great movies all on my own
With fav foodie I smuggle into the cinema
Yes, very much alone
Everytime I see the obvious smiles on my parents' faces,
When I go home straight after work
Or 'cause I slept early the previous night
Just so to have a nice breakfast with them
When I take time to have long hot showers
Lingering in the baby powder scents
Pampering myself with scrubs and masques
All my DIY mani's and pedi's, and massages
Or even flipping 大嫂's fashion mag
With lounge music to fill my room
I can finally feel again
'Cause the void in my life a few weeks ago
Slapped me in the face
And made me realise what my happiness is
What I should smile for
And what makes my laughters real
So now I've learnt I've understood
The new level of appreciation
Of life, of myself
The new sense of calmness
You make me smile
Real heartfelt smiles~
